Thursday, May 14, 2009

It all started with Wee long taking me to supper every night at his friend's place, that's when i met HER...

It was the period of time where 10p.m was always bedtime for me. One night, I decided to push my bedtime after my mom told me about Wee Long's FRIEND.

I didn't quite bother getting to know Her until her mother introduced us to one another. As the days went pass, I often go to Her place with/without Wee long.

There was this certain thing about Him that made me want to get to know Him but to me, it didn't seem like he give a shit. The times when Wee long wasn't around, it seem only right that i should try to talk to Him and of course at the same time, trying my luck.

It was the downpour after having supper at Leng Kee that made us feel this certain connection between US.

I asked Her if she want to run in the rain with me. We reached her place only to find out Wee Long is not coming anymore. I felt like i was deserted by him. Her mother asked me to stay over that night due to the heavy downpour.

At the point of time, when he looked at me and asked me if i want to run with him under the rain, it felt like cotton candy falling from the sky like lil raindrops and everything felt so sweet.

It didn't felt right for me to stay I wasn't close with them. Her mother asked me to shower as i was drenched from the rain and told me to go sleep beside Nicholas after.

While he was in the shower, I took the chance trying to impress him by drying his shirt. Next thing I knew, He K.O. already.

I was actually half awake when she came in the room to place my stuffs on the table. I peeked a lil bit and slept after that.

I woke up to this message,

"If you wake up and my mom is still sleeping, your tower is outside the toilet, there is food in the kitchen, your stuffs are on the table. The key to the gate is on the dining table and there are umbrellas hanging on the gate. elize."

I woke up, brushed my teeth, showered and went out with Her mother and Nicholas to Anchor Point for groceries and we had dessert, while messaging her the whole time.

I was missing him the whole day at work while trying to make my last day at work a happy one with my colleagues. After work, I gave myself the excuse to go home to shower first because all the food on me, hoping to see him there at my place.

I went home to get changed and after that, I went to her place again with Wee Long to decorate the christmas tree. We were playing with the christmas ornaments. Meanwhile, I was missing her.

I left the house upset that he wasn't there while I went to johnson's chalet. The whole time I was there, I was missing him.

After three days, we finally met up..

I went shopping with Wee Long. And, I was thinking that I should get her a present for christmas. Then, I started asking Wee Long for some ideas and I thought that since it will be winter where she is going, I might as well get her a scarf. After shopping, we decided to go Cineleisure's shokudo to eat and i asked her if she wanted to come.

He asked me out in the midst of our text messaging for the past three days and i was surprised that he would ask me out so soon. so I asked if it was just the both of us. And he said no, Wee Long as well. Met them at Cineleisure and as we were sitted at the table at Shokudo, I was stucked with a decision to sit beside Wee Long or Frederick. And I thought since I'm left handed, I always sit on the left corner of the table. So I just went ahead and sat beside Frederick and I saw a smirk smile on Wee Long's face.

I was waiting for a chance to pass her the christmas gift i bought for her. And when I passed it to her, She opened her eyes, big, giving me that shocked look.

Not long after sitting down, he passed me a shopping bag and said it was early christmas gift. I was really surprised, it wasn't something I expected so I asked if I could open it. When I opened it, I saw a black scarf, just what I needed. immediately I felt the warm.

I didn't really talk much with her as I was a lil shy even though we've been messaging all this while.

After the meal, I went to smoke with Wee Long and Ah Ben. And after the ciggarette break, I went to iShop with her to get a rubber cover for my iPod.

After all that walking, shopping and dinner, we took a cab back to my place while they waited for their friends to give them a ring. After they left, we started texting again. I decided to ask him a question, and that's where I started to find out...

She've been asking me questions, I answered everything honestly, didn't want to keep anything from her. =) But, when i was kinda drunk, i accidentally type wrong message and sent it to her, resulting in misunderstanding. What's more, she mistook one of my wallpaper as another thing.

After asking him that question, I felt like I was being used but I tried to play along. I pretended I didn't bother but secretly I felt hurt. Vicky took my phone and called him, asking him to explain things while i hid myself in my room.

I unintentionally sent her a message which i misspelled and made her upset. It was very confusing at first cause I didn't really get what Vicky was trying to tell me, only after Vicky reminded me then did i realize that i missed out a word in the message i sent her that caused the misunderstanding. I felt like i need to explain things face to face so i went up her place to clear things up.

He unexpectedly turned up at my place and my mom said we should talk things out so we walked to Leng Kee and talked. He filled me in with the missing bit which made me confused.

I filled her in with every details about me and she finally understood. After we ate, we walked back to her place and continued to talk. I realized she's leaving in approximately 24 hours. This means that I've less than 24 hours to spend with her.

As we ate, walked and talked, I realized that I'm missing him more and more even though he is right beside me. I was very relunctant to leave the next day because I thought all along my flight departs on the 14th but actually it departs on the 12th.

The next day, I went to her place with Wee Long to spend more time with her. While she was packing her luggage, she started crying and i threw a packet of tissue to her. I didn't go in the room because I felt awkard. After packing, We all went to Monkey's Cafe, we walked to wisma and took a cab home. Went back her place and everyone was tired and Gabie suggested that we should play Monopoly. So, Me, Wee Long and Gabie started playing Monopoly till morning.

I felt upset while packing cause I was just not prepared to leave. After Monkey's Cafe, I continued to pack till morning while the guys played Monopoly. Gabie left, Frederick and Wee Long decided to nap for awhile, while i got ready. We left for the airport and had breakfast, we decided to take a picture together at that photo booth.

We had our breakfast at the airport, it is not delicious but it is meaningful. We had Chicken Pie, Oreo Cheesecake, Beef Pie. I made a severette-rose for her. After taking the photos, we bid farewell to her and my nightmare starts, missing her every day and every night. I tried to edit one of the photos, and it turned out to be ugly. so Anita helped me instead. but, still, not perfected.

After I got on the plane, I was still texting him till the air stewardess came up to me tellling me that I have to switch off my phone. At that point of time, it felt like a person dying and the police coming up to you, telling you, you can't say your last word.

Strawberry